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z | Line manager

I’m a constable and there was a life threatening incident where we had to use physical force to arrest a violent suspect who had injured police officers. During the incident I misplaced some equipment and my line manager threatened to get me under an investigation regarding professional standards having no

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The Bird | Still suffering

As a Senior ranking Special Constable as well as Civilian Staff I had a good all round knowledge of what “The Boys” were like. How wrong was I. My perpetrator was a Senior Ranking Police Officer who for eighteen months made my life hell, drove me to the brink of

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Surviour37 | The scapegoat

Firstly I have a learning difficulty after years of abuse as a child so sorry if I make mistakes. I was sexually abused age 4 repetitively as my mum was sex worker leaving with her pimps and punters for weeks. Also she neglected me as newborn leaving me alone. The

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Anon | Met sexual offences teams that covered up reports

This is about what happens when try and report predatory abuse and hidden corrupt and violent policies used to try stop reporting. My story can be replicated by the thousands. It’s on public record that Met officers from both Southwark and Camden & Islington Sapphire sexual offences team ( SOIT

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Sarah | Abused For Reporting Abuse

I married a police officer 15 years my senior at the age of 23. Psychological abuse was daily with being woken in the early hours with allegations of leaving doors unlocked or altering the heating. I had to reduce my hours at work to accommodate the grilling schedule I was

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Lizzieemma | Nothing changes

Married at 18 to a Metropolitan Policeman I was continually beaten for five years – on several occasions hospitalised (I was too frightened to say how I got my injuries as he threatened “to shoot the kneecaps off of me” !) I managed to escape and go into hiding. He

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Us2 | Stalking, harassment, sexual assault and victim Blamed/ignored

Shielding in what felt like a prison home controlled by a previous neighbour, we couldn’t escape. Infatuated, deluded and persistent, the offender sent 9 Valentine’s Day cards, over 20 teddy bears, bras, knickers, sleazy underwear. Hanging strings of huge hearts above my garden wall. His kitchen window looked into our

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Rose | No where to turn

I was abused by a current serving police officer over many years. I was raped, pinned down, sexually assaulted. The thing I can remember most about that time, is the sound of my baby crying in the next room, and me being unable to get to her. I reported him.

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Brooke | Controlling [Senior Rank redacted]

My story was recently covered by the press so I am not afraid to speak in detail. I met him on OKcupid and he hailed himself as a hero and a protector but he was anything but. He was a sex pest and I soon fell pregnant. (His refusal to

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Ruth | No justice no peace

I was subject to sexual harrassment by two colleagues and despite my grievance being upheld by an independent solicitor appointed by my force to investigate no action was taken against the perpetrators who remain serving police officers. I was instead subject to threats of discipline, ostracised and humiliated amongst my

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Stroke victim a decade | Just wouldn’t stop

I was a lone parent who’d had a stroke and had 3 children. My son was in trouble with the police often but this officer, who knew that I’d had a stroke took it apon himself to take me “under his wing”. He would come to my house often on

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| Sexual assaults

When I was early 20’s and fairly new to police I was a minority being female, I was young, thin, ok figure. I think the fact I was female was enough for the boys I worked with. I was a serving police officer on the front line. I nearly lost

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Smores | Kent Police, culture of corrupt policing

I met my now ex husband having escaped a previous convicted violent domestic abuse perpetrator and career criminal. I thought because my new partner was a police officer, that he wouldn’t be anything like my ex partner. How wrong was I!!! Initially I was blinded by the high degree of

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