First time I ever meet my biological father at the age of 18 /19 . Met at Edinburgh bus station thinking it’s great to meet someone who is blood related but would get me on a level where I’m mixed race my whole family are white apart from me so I was excited to get to know my roots ! So I thought , I stayed up in Scotland for 2 days then it went to 3 but on the 3rd night of spending some time getting to know him more I wish I never because that’s when my night mare started my own father raped me saying he wanted to marry me and that he didn’t want me with anyone apart from him the first time I reported him he got away with it the second time a few years ago I wanted answers he knew he’d done wrong coz he was apologetic through text and told me face to face that’s why I went back to get answers I got the answers I wanted only for him to tell me he done it to get back at my mum a day later he went on to rape and beat me I’ve never felt so ashamed lonely scared terrified suicidal again I came back home to my mums especially when she didn’t want nought to do with me !because not only I was feeling all these emotions I had no where else to go nor talk to as I had lost my house and everything in there he emotionally messed me up not being able to look after my kids properly as everyday is still a great struggle to me
Constabulary: Cleveland Police
Timespan: 6 year ago
Did you report it to the police?: Yes
Your ethnicity: Mixed/Multiple Ethnicity
Have you experienced suicidality due to this?: Attempted suicide more than once
Are you disabled as defined under the Equality Act 2010?: Yes
